March Recap

Hi team! My apologies for being a late for my monthly progress report but I’ve been sick as a dawg. Now that I’m able to breathe through my nose and have a bit more energy I can get on with the show. Journaling my way through March turned out to be much harder that I … More March Recap

January Recap

Written by Morgan Bickenbach-Davies As January ends and February begins I wanted to share a little recap of how the fear of last month went and talk a bit about this month’s fear. The fear for January was going to the gym. As someone who harbors a lot of self-hatred and body consciousness, this was … More January Recap

It’s Been Awhile

Written by Morgan Bickenbach-Davies So, obviously it’s been a long ass time since I posted anything. A lot of updating is in order and there’s no time like the present. Cue the “ripping-off-the-Band-Aid” sound… The reasons for my absence from cyber space can all be traced back to one thing. One dark, pernicious and ever-present … More It’s Been Awhile

Episode 19: Negative Numbers, Picky Bars and the Year of Fear

In this episode we talk about the negative side of numbers (i.e. training data, heart rate data, pace, distance, weight, etc.). In Part 2 we review Picky Bars (Lauren’s Mega Nuts flavor) and in Part 3 we catch you up on this weeks challenge in the Year of Fear Project. Morgan grapples her inner daemons … More Episode 19: Negative Numbers, Picky Bars and the Year of Fear

Episode 17: The Season of “Noise”, Oh Yeah One Bar, a “Scary” Outfit and Daily Meditation

In this episode we talk about all the “noise” that starts around this time of year in the endurance world. Every year around this time, sports new and our various social media apps start going haywire with updates, race reports, training files, etc. So many opportunities to compare your own performance/fitness/physique, so little time! Along … More Episode 17: The Season of “Noise”, Oh Yeah One Bar, a “Scary” Outfit and Daily Meditation

Year of Fear Week 8:

Morgan’s Fear of the Week: #34 Keeping a Daily Journal This week I kept a handwritten journal. Turns out, the scribblings of a…person with “issues” let’s say…are emotionally messy and definitely not for public consumption! Every day I would sit down with my pen and paper and just write. I tried to keep the self-criticism … More Year of Fear Week 8: